So as you read you know I consistently screw up! It's a guarantee that I find a way to mess up the best things. Just my nature I guess but I hate it!
I am a frigging girl! When I get sick or don't feel well or when I am stressed. Truth is I turn into a whiny bitch and I hate it!
I yell cuss and throw shit! I am a pos of a human being but I have (had) a woman who believes in me but I hurt her everytime. True she needs a filter but I shouldn't take the stress out on her... I love her thus the reason for the stress I buy her anything she wants! I need to stop that but it is so hard.
Bottom line is I love bri with all my heart and I just want to finally get it right...
