Moment of realization

So lately I've been contemplating if college was for me. I know i can do this but the wall i am up against is sooo huge. Bri told me she won't marry me if i don't finish. I don't want that but am i better at flipping houses and just being russell or do i need that degree. well i finally got a sign i have been needing. I've made excuses to max out my sick days and now i have none left. That means i have to make class for the rest of the semester. Bottom line is, no more excuses. I got an email from AJ and wow it was like grandma was speaking through him. Pushing me to follow my dream. I am so close. It seems so far away though. But AJ reminded me of a song that is near and dear to my heart. My inspiration. I'm gonna get there someday. Yes i am. And on top of that I got a random txt from Bri and she told me she loved me and was sorry for our fight last night. WOW she never does that. It meant so much to me. Things no matter how bleak they are always have a way of looking up. Thanks AJ, thanks grandma (as the tears swell up) and thank you Bri, for believing in me and forcing me to follow my dreams. You truly are an angel of God!